while everyone is studyin in skool.. i'm at hm slackin.. lol..
todae mornin found myself wif lotsa rashes popin out from my knee cap to my ankle..
it's as big as mosquito bites..
my lips n eyes r swollen..
after washin up.. i told dad boutt it..
den dad ask muii not to go to skool..
n go n see doc after tat..
in the end..
i juz go to skool..
til boutt 8 plus like tat..
when mrs chow requested to haf shot check or sth like tat on the attire..
den ms quek sae boutt my fringe..
den i asked her boutt all those thingy lorr..
den she asked muii to go to the sick bay..
so in the end..
i went to the GO b4 i gt into the sick bay..
so after tat..
boutt 9 plus..
mdm janet.. brought muii to the clinic..
the doc looks veri nervous sia..
lol.. tok den write.. wanna write sth de shi hou..
den wanna tok again..
in the end.. he onli tok..
nv write anything..
after i came back from the clinic..
i went hm myself..
so.. haf to sign tat thingy b4 i leave the skool marr..
so i sign myself lorr.. lol..
after tat.. when i walked to the bus-stop..
a few men.. sat down n started to smoke..
it was like.. so irritatin lorr..
still smoke to my direction..
den make muii breathe til so diff..
luckily the bus came..
so.. board the bus..
went hm..
ate sth.. ate the medicine..
wash all those swollen rashes..
so apply the cream..
den feel so coolin..
lol.. so fun..
haha.. can skip 2 lesson of tat powerpoint thingy..
den haf 2 daes mc..
budden i haf to finish up my holidae assignment b4 i slp..
* yawnz * -_-
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12:31:00 PM ]
muii pretty ms cheong..(( captain of GB 9th ))
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10:32:00 AM ]
todae woke up at 6am..
den i was like.. can still slp forr another 3o minutes..
so i juz lie on bed n tink of things..
den i tot of makin a sandwich forr xin ya..
coz ltr meetin herr..
after tat.. dad n mom.. shout here n there..
their normal volume actuali..
i juz tink tat tat noise..
coz it's not pleasant to hear at all marr..
den sae.. ur fwen ytd called.. blah blah blah..
den dad sae.. wake up le lahz.. still sleepin..
den it was like their "clock " was like faster than the normal 1 by 15 or 20 mins lorr..
nonsense sia..
after they left forr work..
den i tot of wokin up to haf a bathe..
so i woke up to do my things n all tat..
den cook curry maggie..
after tat i make a cup of milk tea..
budden too hot..
den add 2 cubes of ice..
after tat i had my breakfast..
after tat.. til half of the bowl is finish..
i was full le lehz..
budden tot of cannot waste food..
so i juz ate everything up..
so.. after tat.. i went back to my rm..
after tat i tot of doin sth to my national tee..
after tat was late le lorr..
coz haven pack bag..
haven change..
den still meetin xy at 7.30..
den reach there at 7.40 like tat..
den she told muii tat she missed her breakfast..
den so guilty sia..
make her missed her breakfast..
den we took the same train as the rest of them lorr..
den after tat.. when we reach queenstown..
den i went to buy drinks..
after tat we walked slowly to the church..
coz still early marr..
after tat had our enrolment thingy..
den sing n sing den sae delicate thingy or sth..
after tat we sae our promise..
btw.. tat's onli rehersal nia..
so.. after tat..
we had our break..
ms cheong gathered us..
she told us tat she'll not be our captain anymore..
she said tat she had struggle forr tis decision forr 2 years le..
den now.. she had her lesson on wed n fri..
so she cannot alwaes cum to do drill wif us..
or maybe cannot even meet us..
budden to us..
when we noe tat she is still our captain..
we r veri grateful to God le arz..
she dun haf to quit de..
reali.. (( sae out from muii heart ))
so after we heard wat she said..
i tink i was the one hu cried first or le min..
no matter hu cried first doesn't matter to muii..
wat matter most is juz onli i dun wan ms cheong to go lorr..
she is alwaes so nice to us..
she oso teach us drill
i still rmb when i first join gb..
went to her hse n play game all tat..
til now de her..
til the last camp we had together..
at sentosa..
the teachin tat she taught muii will nv make muii 4gt..
juz to tell her..
i'll miz her lotsa..
the times when i've been wif her..
it'll be wif muii..
n in muii veri precious moment..
she nv be replace.. even if there is a new captain..
no matter wat..
she'll be my bez captain in my GB 9th..
love her lots..
so after tat..
i went back to sit..
everyone seems so quiet..
everyone tryin to stop muii from cryin..
i noe i'll see her again..
bud it's like..
there's a wall in between us le..
nth can change the fact...
i dun wan her to leave muii..
if i can do anything to change it..
i'm willin to change..
bud.. nth can change it now..
i juz can't stop cryin..
someone i reali treasure is leavin..
my passion in cumin forr GB is coz of her exist..
now.. w/o her..
i dunno will i lose the passion in cumin forr GB..
the passion will fade as daes goes..
as months goes.. as years goes..
GB now.. is like my sad memories..
haiz..
i reali hope she'll be wif muii..
wif us..
be wat she is as b4..
i reali miz her..
love her..
among all officers..
she taught us the most..
she's like someone tat so close to muii..
when i first saw her..
we both said n tot of the same thing..
" hey.. euu look familar "
tat's wat we said to each other..
juz to sae..
she'll be my forever GB 9th captain..
she'll nv be replaced.. ='[
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9:31:00 PM ]
suddenly..
i felt like sealin myself..
fwenz to muii now..
was like..
they r usin muii..
sad sia..
it seems like no one is treasurin muii..
maybe if i died 1 dae..
no one will realise bahz..
maybe i should juz be more serious lorr.
i reali regreted on wat happen last year..
i keep slackin last year..
y muz tis happen to muii..
the qns cum back to muii again n again..
once i tot of tis qns..
the more i hate myself..
i reali hate myself..
i wanna be the 1 tat is great..
bud.. as time goes by..
it proves nth..
nth had cum true..
waitin forr miracle is longg..
waitin forr such miracle is reali like waitin forr the rabbit to knock on the tree..
i noe tat ur r usin muii..
bud y do i wan to let ur make use of muii..
sigh..
laughter is juz sth tat i can lied to others tat tink tat i'm alrite..
however.. it's not true..
no one understands muii..
not even euu..
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7:49:00 PM ]
quite buzi recently..
juz knew tat i haven do my ten year series..
dots horr..
lol..
sian.. ltr still haf to do tat ten years series..
den still haf to help ppl do..
nvm lahz horr. fwen marr.
juz to tell ppl hu r like tis someone..
if ur tink tat the things euu sae r hurtful..
or watever tat is an insult or watever shit like things tat will make muii pissed..
can ur shut ur mouth..
even if i dun care boutt ur when ur sae forr the first time..
it doesn't mean tat i dun mind horr..
i juz dun wanna make a fuss on small tinny winny things like all those things lorr..
beta watch ur mouth lorr.
not tryin to curse or watever..
juz wanna hope tat ur mouth wun rot..
coz of all those evil comments out of tat smelly mouth!!
if euu noe ur mouth is smelly..
den juz shut it..
if euu open it..
everyone can smell ur smeely mouth..
if euu dunno..
den plz dun let ppl tell euu..
esp muii..
coz if i'm gonna tell euu..
den i dun tink it'll pleasant lorr.
silly ppl stop doin silly things..
n childish ppl stop doin childish things..
esp those hu like to repeat on wat ppl juz said..
n tat was damn irritatin..
coz tat was wat my bro did..
btw!!
my bro is still in pri skool..
n i mean pri 2 kid lorr.
if euu wanna repeat wat i said like a parrot..
den plz go to the bird park..
learn wat the human wanna ask euu to repeat..
i hate ppl hu dun wan to be human n wanna be parrot lorr.
coz tat shows how their minds work..
i tink i'll stop writin..
if i ever scold tat guy..
i'll update on tat..
coz he juz dun worth my respect..
coz u guys..
hu dunno how to respect muii..
i should teach euu how to respect HUMAN!!!
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10:13:00 PM ]
haiz..
i tink watt happen ytd.. had affected muii too deeply..
wat he did was real disappointin n did not tink b4 he tok lorr..
ya.. i admit.. i was lazi.. tat's y i DROP!!!
but if time can be turn back.. i tink i will wan to study..
if i did not haf chicken pox last year.. n missed all the sub..
i dun tink i'll fail my overall.. coz at least i still gt those few percent back..
i didn't blame anyone forr tat..
i didn't blame God..
all i can do is to accept n no other choice..
but, to accept a reality tat was so diff..
i cannot take it anymore..
i dun dare to tell ppl tat i was from na..
i dun dare to tell ppl my klass..
i dun dare to tell others boutt my studies..
relative askin..
mom askin..
dad askin..
sis askin..
forcin muii to study..
dun let muii to go out forr months..
n i mean MONTHS lorr..
u cannot imagine wat i'm havin here..
i admit tat my life is fortunate enff le..
i noe ppl r sufferin..
i'm grateful to wat i've given..
i noe God gif muii the challenge
but. i cannot take it when everythin had been pushed to muii at the same time..
i've finally broke down n cried..
i do not wanna cry at all..
i dun wan to let others to see the weaker part in muii..
but.. i juz cannot help it..
thz forr those hu stand by muii..
xy sorwie boutt juz now..
muii been so easily distracted thesedays..
dunno wat happen to muii..
haiz..
hope everything is over.. plz let everything to gt over real soon
i'm not angry wif anyone.. juz disappointed..
euu juz dun understand muii..
nth can change wif juz a sorry..
the knife euu stab into muii.. is too deep..
the scar wil be there foreverr.. ='[
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10:58:00 PM ]
sian sian sian..
disappointed wif euu totally lorr.
i dun care boutt wat ppl sae boutt muii..
budden euu r diff from others lorr.
dun expect muii to tell euu y u r diff..
y should noe de lorr.
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8:09:00 PM ]
tOdae slept til 9 plus.. keep forcin myself to slp.. budden in the end.. cannot slp..
so woke up.. haf a bun tat daddy bought..
den take out the hong bao money..
den haf boutt 366 bucks..
not bad seh.. tis year still can take from them so much..
den i add in last year de.. onli some nia lahz..
den goin to save 45o bucks..
goin to save money to buy lotsa things tat 1 wan..
after the common test.. hope i haf time..
coz haf camp de things to settle..
den still need to go back to hq all those..
i wanna go out wif fwenz den take foto all those..
my friendster no pic to put sia.. so long nv change le.. so long nv go out le..
lock up w/o freedom..
so sian..
haiz.. boutt to slp le..
tc everyone.. buaiz..=]
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12:42:00 AM ]
tryin n playin.. lol..
pooh
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7:34:00 PM ]
tOdae i had a great time.. lol..
budden tired too.. veri veri tired.. after typin tis blog.. i'm wanna slp le.. simply too tired to do anything else le..
todae i went to republic poly.. near queenstown mrt there.. lol.. my tourguide for tat dae in republic is quite a shuai 1 seh.. lol.. ooppss.. kEkex..
there is quite fun.. i tink if i cannot gt into jc.. i will go to tat poly le bahz.. lol..
not coz of shuai ge horr.. coz there de things n courses seems fun..
after tat.. reach skool at boutt 5.1o pm.. xy nv wait forr mi den went hm le.. should be she tot tat i'm goin to release at 6pm bahz..
den b4 tat i dunno she went hm le.. den i go forr gb.. den can wait n i wun waste my timee.. den go there le.. sk tell mi tat xy went hm le.. haiz.. nv tell mi earlier.. den can go hm le.. lol..
my dearr sec 1 gb gers arz.. y ur do drill so funni de arz.. lol.. when they do drill.. damn funni lorr... they move n bang like a wood sia.. lol.. den they turn like move from left to rite.. front to side.. as if their legs r tied wif sth heavy sia..
my dearr sec 2 gb gers arz... plz pass ur brigade knowledge test leh.. last year til now lehz.. if ur nv pass tat.. how r ur goin to take other badges??? ur de drill plz brush up too.. plz pass ur drill stage 1 too.. or ur will nv goin to gt ur de stage 2..
haiz.. how r gb goin to continue like tis.. i tink if it is like tis.. i'll rather gb to close down.. den to disgrace ourself.. coz it's like.. when my batch.. the sec 3.. r goin to leave boutt 2 years ltr.. how r they goin to lead n teach their drill?? things will nv be ok liaoz le lorr.. stress sia..
haiz.. the saddest part is.. the some of the cca grp r startin to look down on my cca le.. they gif mi attitude n all sort of nonsense n rubbish coz i'm from gb!! wat sort of reason is tat lorr.. pesky n damn irritated lorr.. plz stop all these chilsh thing cann notz..
God.. plz save gb.. if tat goin to continue.. i tink gb is goin to demolish soon.. n gb reputation will soon be spilt will ink tat will forever cannot be clean away le.. haiz.. God bless.. tc.. nite.. =]
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11:05:00 PM ]
todae was a tirin n warm dae..
despite the hotness.. we haf to study.. use onli brain n all sort of nonsense..
we still haf skool after ytd de rev-up.. so tired after the run le.. den still make us to go back to skool on the next dae..
y dun they organize it on fri... den we can dun need to study on tat dae n the next dae is sat.. we can rest all dae mar..
n oso.. fri my cca is til 6pm.. if tat dae i dun haf to go.. den it'll be great too.. den i can go hm n slp til the next mornin.. n i haf time to revise.. hardwokin horr.. lol..budden tat was reali wat i was thinkin boutt bahh..
tml i dun need to go forr gb.. coz i haf to go to tat republic poly.. go there see wat's unique boutt tat poly.. wonderr watt will i see there.. lol..
i tinkk i'm quite lookin forward to tml.. as i can go to a poly tat dun sound borin..
lol.. maybe goin to do my hw ltr bahh..
so i'll end here.. tc everyonneee.. buaiz.. =]
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7:54:00 PM ]
todae our skool haf cross country..
i'm sth at the last bahz.. lolz.. dun feel like runnin.. den walk when no ones around.. lol..
den in the middle of nowhere de shi hou.. so bored..
den started to do stupid things.. eg: shoutin n screamin.. den shout out marilyn's name.. encourage ppl to run..(tis 1 not stupid bahz)
lol.. so fun.. budden when we cum back n sit de shi hou.. the sun shine on mi til my face so red now.. lol.. like "livin" tomato..
when zhi ling goin to take her prize.. mei qi help her to take.. den i had sth in mind le.. she muz had a miscap or sth bad happen to her.. after everythings over.. i go n find herr.. budden i cannot find her...
den i saw jia hui.. herr eyes becum redd.. tat's makes mi more worry for zl.. den she tell mi boutt zl..
den i'm so worryed for herr scared tat anything will happen to her..
den when i was boutt to find her de shi hou... the st. john ppl pull her into the bus le.. * sObbiEs * budden at least she did wave to mi.. at least i can still sense tat she's ok le.. so i went hm wif quite a heavy heart..=[
mi bel n jia hui take cab n went to jp to haf lunch.. we order combo 1 n a medium coke.. i finish up the coke n bel pour hers to mine.. coz i've finish drinkin mine le.. den i onli ate a piece of chicken.. n i've lost my appetite le.. den went hm n slp.. til 5 plus.. den watch tv til 1o plus.. noe haven done my hw yet..
juz now lydia online n tell mi tat zl was ok le.. it makes mi feel so glad boutt it.. it ligtens my heartt too.. =]
mi beta go off le.. or tml sure kana scoldin de.. buaiz.. tc.. =]
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10:39:00 PM ]
wwhhhiiiiieeeeeeee~ hAppi vAlentiineee to everyoonneeeeee !!
since todae is valentine dae.. should everyooonnneee be loveee.. kEkex //
todae in skool veri sian lehz..lol..
mornin de shi hou.. xy receive a sylvester booster..
pai seh hor.. take tat booster around.. lol..
coz the head pop out mar.. tat's y..
reach skool.. half asleep.. den til the end of the lessons..
den pei irni dar to go jp to meet tat person.. 4gt his name again..
den i go hm lor..
reach hm le.. heat up the food.. eat le den rest..
after a while.. fallen asleep.. lolx..
woke up de shi hou.. was bout 5 plus to 6..
woke up le.. eat again..
watch "brother bear"..
den bathe.. do hw.. watch tv.. type blog..
haf to do art ltr..
sad sia.. everytyme oso haf to do art de..
sianz..
ok.. haf to go le.. one last tyme..
happyyy vaaleenntiinnee eveerryoonnnee!
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10:11:00 PM ]
todae everyone is sad.. nth more fer mi to sae.. buaiz.. cheer up.. tc all..
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12:13:00 AM ]
todae.. slp til 1o plus.. after tat woke up n watch tv... til juz now around 2 plus.. den cum into my own rm..
coz sis fwen cum.. so dun wanna go out.. den do the things tat i cannot now..
coz last few daes keep goin out to relative place.. den cannot on my com to use it.. so juz try to use as much as possible now lor.. ltr goin to revise n do my hw all those nonsensical things le.. sianz..
nth to write liaoz.. buaiz.. tc all..
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4:18:00 PM ]
whhhhhheee~ hAvin fun for ytd n todae..
bought 2 pairs of jeans... i oso bought a fila shirt.. nice sia.. pink de.. =) sis bought mi a new watch tat cost 60+ bucks sia.. den she oso bought mi a new converse tee.. piinnkk again lor.. lol..
shoe... i tink i wanna save le den buy.. converse de nehz! den at mid.. around june de shi hou.. i wanna buy demin skirt or watever tat i can wear n looks gd on mi.. plus a new bag.. lol.. so now.. after new year.. i haf to save for others things again..
so now haf to jia you to save money not to waste money le lor.. lol.. so haf to save til the dae tat i can save to buy lotsa things.. den i can haf lotsa things to wear n make mi looks gd on it le.. lol..
budden i tink i oso wanna study harder tis year.. not havin fun le.. budden quite stress sia.. a lot of things to do.. dun feel like doin anythin.. budden haf to do it.. sianz.. budden for my furture.. i haf to study hard! lol.. i tink i study til siao liaoz.. or i juz bought new things den siao liaoz.. 2 more daes to lunar new year le.. so juz work hard n try my bez on everythin..
mi n the other fwen ok le.. lol.. nth happen much lahz.. juz feelin down tat dae.. den gone crazy le lor.. so life still haf to goes on even we r sad.. juz live in the world of happiness rather than a world full of miserable.. tat's wat i tink lor..
everything change lor.. haf to adapt to it as hard as possible.. juz look forward.. as time cannot be turned back.. so juz look front n tink abt furture.. nth to regret next time bahz.. tc to all.. buaiz.. =]
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7:58:00 PM ]
how???
so confuse now.. i dunno wat to do..
y u wanna treat mi tis way..
i'm not ur dog.. if u dun treat mi as fwen..
den 4gt it lor.. juz tell mi..
can be stranger de lor..
my patient had reach its limit le lor..
dun treat mi as a clown lor..
i might be scared of things..
but u dun take it as a joke to luff at mi or watever lor..
gettin sick n tired of all tis..
reali feel like cryin out loud everydae..
wat can i do?
i'm not happi at all..
feel like doin wat my fwen did to their wrist..
feelin hopeless..
if u continue to treat mi like tis..
i rather we will be stranger!
hate the feelin now..
feelin irritated..
i've finali let out my feelin on sun..
i've cried for 3 times tat dae..
no one noes tat..
everyone tot i was alrite..
am i alrite in the first place..
y i wanna hide my feelin???
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10:37:00 PM ]
siAnz.. sorwie tat i nv update for ytd.. ytd too buzi le.. plus tired.. ytd haf gb mar.. den new sec 1 de cum.. lim han ling's cousin oso in gb.. lol... budden wun do anythin to her de lahz..
todae is a fun dae.. todae can mingle well wif klass.. at least beta? yahz.. todae after art.. den xian ask mi to help her to buy drinks for her to drink... so went down to help her to buy the drink.. den after tat when i went up de shi hou.. veri thristy.. so ask xian to gif mi to drink sum lor.. den in between us.. there's window.. after tat we try to drink wif the window open.. in the end i knock my nose on the window... lol.. after tat xian sae.." the door dunno is for wat de.." den we went to the back door.. den i drink without any other obstacles liaoz..
after tat went to jia wen's hse.. den wait for her.. coz she's goin to zl's hse.. so wait n wait.. den finali wait til can go le.. den we went hm.. zl n jia wen alight le.. den mi dunno y.. juz fallen asleep.. lol.. too tired le bahz? den luckily haf wake up.. budden wake up de shi hou still blur blur de.. den still wanna slp.. budden if i dun alight.. den sure haf to walk back or take bus back le.. so bo bian.. lol..
so sian.. wanna slp again.. lookin forward to sun.. goin out.. lol.. cut hair n buy the things i wan.. i've save quite a lot le.. so lookin for tat dae.. den tml.. mi dun eat.. den ok le.. den enff for my tops le.. den jeans n the money for cuttin my hair.. mommy sae help mi to pay.. so mi dun haf to worri tat much le.. lol.. so happi.. budden juz scared tat dae.. dad dun let mi out.. den mi goin to die liaoz.. den sure sad til dunno where liao le lor.. den sat haf cip n gb thingy.. den still need to study all those.. so muz do hw n revice sia.. den muz slp til i shiok den wake up.. or else dun wanna wake up.. lol... dunno sia.. i tink mi dun haf time to slp le.. sun goin out.. sat haf cip n gb thingy.. den no time to slp le.. haiz..
budden i can buy the things i wan le.. so happi.. mi beta go n do my things now.. den tml can revice.. den sat n sun wun so buzi le.. lol.. so buaiz le.. tc all.. * wiNkz * =]
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6:55:00 PM ]
lol... todae first dae of feb o5' le.. damn tired now.. juz cum hm nia.. todae go n eat wif eunice.. after art.. we went to find kia ying.. after tat cannot find her.. after we send mabel to the back gate.. den we went back skool to find kia ying.. lol.. finali we found her.. den she need to stay back for other things... so we went hm without her..
we went to long john n haf our lunch.. den we saw esley n see kee.. den they oso eatin at long john.. den we left le.. n went up to buy earsticks.. coz i onli left 1.. i wanna go to triangle n buy.. when we go up.. saw someone.. lol.. den eunice dun dare to go in wif mi.. den i oso dun dare to go in myself.. so went to yellow.. den buy le.. went down.. oso gt pass by him.. coz saw him mar.. den eunice n i keep luffin.. den eunice ask mi how arz.. den i sae i dunno.. when he pass us.. i sae tat i dunno.. lol.. he lookin at us sia..
den now so tired.. ltr still need to do physics.. den haf to learn chinese spellin bah.. sian.. goin to fall sick sia.. tat kian.. sae if nv slp earli den sure fall sick de.. now cum true liaoz.. hump! dun wanna fall sick.. i had tat.. will remind mi of sth tat upset mi lotsa.. til now.. haiz.. not to fall sick will be the bez.. sianz arz.. goin to do tat physics liaoz.. buaiz all.. bless ya.. =]
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5:57:00 PM ]
yeah! last dae of jan le.. todae lotsa things happen.. lol
le min ask mi to tell "him" sth lor.. after tat i ask fang to ask him to comment abt it..den "he" tell fang abt "y am i so tall?" den was so diaoz lor.. lol.. nvm.. another nonsense 1.. bb bois y all so nonsense de.. lol.. no offence.. nonsense is gd.. i nv sae bb boi gd oso lehz.. lol.. okk.. enff of tat bb thingy liaoz..
irni cum my hse.. scan the foto.. den after tat use com.. while i'm walkin here n there to find sth.. after tat find find find til half way.. mi sleepy le.. after tat abt to slp den irni ask mi not to slp first.. send her hm b4 i slp.. lol.. coz i told her abt last year zhi ling cum my hse.. den i slp til she go hm herself.. lol.. sorwie zhi ling..
lol.. bought my converse de sch shoe.. the next thing goin to work hard on savin will be my converse shoe for goin out type de.. lol.. dunno haf to save til when.. -_-
maybe tat's all nia.. goin to complete my art.. half done.. doin it now.. so buaiz le.. tc all.. God bless ya.. =]
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10:27:00 PM ]
todae nth happen to muii.. no more pain.. lol.. juz sian..
ytd slept at 3 plus.. coz wanna finish tis blog de skin.. all those small thinny winny part.. where to put.. den tat html code.. dunno anything abt it lor.. so irritatin.. den still need to count den left de which part.. den top de which part.. how to make it move.. use tag board or doddle board.. den how to put a box den can scroll down de.. a lot of things lor.. so troublesome..
budden in the end.. tis is the blog tat i love most... lol.. the frieends forever bear is so cute too.. juz love my blog.. now doin another blog.. juz create last nite.. i wanna create 1 nia.. in the end dunno y.. gt 3 blog pop out.. lol.. God wan mi to haf 3 more blog arz.. lol..
todae goin to study more than usin com le.. try not to use tat much.. lol.. TRY lahz..
after tis dunno wanna do wat.. lol..
nvm.. i'll juz end here.. bless ya.. =]
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11:30:00 AM ]
todAe likE nOt reAli tAt grEat.. mi hAvin hEadach nOw.. gOin to vomit de feelin..
mAybE wAt mAbEl sAes ytd is rite.. i dun lOok sO gd.. tAt's wat shE sAes " ei.. u ok notz.. did u put anything on ur face?" of coz i nv put anything on face.. " ur face real white.. ur lips so red!" dEn i tOld hEr coz i ate chilli.. den she saes it's not..
is it reali like tat? lolz.. dyin soon? lol.. i dunno..
ytd mom n sis quarrel.. should be over small matters lahz.. ytd chattin wif xy in msn.. den dun care them.. i've not tok to anyone ytd when i came home til now 11.o7am.. maybe not for the past few hrs or sth? yah.. dun feel like tokin to them.. feel like wastin my breathe when tokin to them.. either is they cannot hear mi when i'm tokin.. or is coz they dun understand wat i'm sayin.. den haf to repeat again n again.. so y dun i juz keep quiet n dun sae anythin.. tat'll wun be the bez solution.. budden at least i can escape.. coz i cannot hide anymore.. haiz..
wat to do..? hu can help mi.. is God helpin mi? i hope so..
feel like cryin out loud.. but i wat can cry help mi to do? nth.. but now.. i've seems to be numb wif everythin.. no more cryin for mi.. wat i can do to hide all these.. is to luff n luff.. when i've been cryin in my heart n luffin loudli for others to tink tat i'm ok..
can anyone understand mi? so stress n depress wif everything.. wat can i do? wat should i do? head goin to burst.. ='[
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10:52:00 AM ]
hAiz.. juz nOw grAstric nOw wanna vomit.. gOin to die soon.. now no mood to type anythin le.. not feelin well.. sorwie..
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9:05:00 PM ]
kEKex.. tis 2 dAe slEep til i vEri shiOk siAl.. lol.. ltr hAf tO mEmOrizE tAt vOcAb liAOz.. tml hAf test wOr.. muz pAss..
nOw 1o.48pm lE.. gOin tO 11 liaOz.. listEniN tO pErfEct tEn n typiN blOg..
dEn juz nOw slEepiN mArz.. dEn aftEr tAt sOmeOne tAt i dunno dE.. cAllEd my hp.. dEn wOke up.. sAw thE tiMe.. 8.o8.. dEn i tOt timE fOr sch.. dEn sch dE ppl cAllEd mi.. dEn lOokEd out thE wiNdOw.. sky sO dArk.. dEn pickEd up thE fOne.. lolz.. thE guy sAe wAt eunice.. dEn i tOt of thE gb de eunicE wAng.. lol..dEn juz wOke up mAr.. dEn i ask him wAt hE tOkin abt.. dEn hE ask mi.. u nOt eunicE dEn hu r u.. dEn i sAe i huiqi lOr.. dEn hE sAe okk.. buaiz.. lolz.. dEn i nOw rEcAll.. gt a bit of stupid lOr.. tEll him my nAme fOr wAt.. lol.. hE cAllEd thE wrOng number lehz.. lol..
sCh tOdAe is bOriN.. buddEn tOdAe 5b dE stAnd n dElivEr.. quitE nicE.. espEciAlly thOse guys dancin.. lolz.. dEn quite funni tOo.. cOmpArEd tO thE lAst time rOund.. which wAs 5a dE.. tis time rOund dE.. gt imprOvEmEnt.. lol.. dEn my klAss dE oNe of thE guy.. kAna tAt flOwEr pAnts.. 4gt his nAme lE lAhz.. lol.. dEn i nOw still fiNdiN my ss tb siAl.. cAnnOt find.. hOw.. hump! dun wanna buy anOther one lehz.. shAg sial.. tOdae quite fun bAhz. buddEn nOw hAf tO gO n do my thiNgs lE.. buAiz.. =]
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10:48:00 PM ]
hAiz.. tOdAe is a sAd dAe fOr mi.. fOr sOme of us tOo.. hAiz
tOdAe dun fEel likE typiN a blOg.. sO will bE shOrt.. juz wOke up aftEr a lOng slEep.. fOr abt 4hrs or 5 hrs plus bAhz.. yAhz.. aftEr a lOng tiMe Of nitE tAt i hAf nO tiMe tO slEep.. tOdAe nO hw mArz.. tAt's y i cAn slEep sO lOng.. make my mOody heArt fElt betA.. wOke up lE dEn i bAthe n hAf my diNnEr at 11 plus.. tOdAe nv eAt til 5 plus.. my grAstiC sO pAin.. cOz mOrniN hAf rEv-up mArz.. sO will hAf grAstiC cOz hAf 2 pEriOds of pe oso..
slEep dE shi hOu.. lEg hAd muscle crAmp.. dEn wOke up lOr.. dEn i 4gt wAt i dO.. dEn i slEpt agAin..til juz nOw.. dEn mi nOw gOin tO slEep agAin.. siAnz.. oh ya.. my reAdiN acticle.. ok bAhz.. mi gO n dO my readin thingy dEn tml dEn type a blOg.. buAiz all.. =[
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11:51:00 PM ]
tOdAe 24 o1 o5' lE.. tiMe pAst mi rEal fAst.. tiMe nOw is 5.54pm..
juz cAme bAck frOm sCh.. bAthe n chAt wif ppl.. gOin tO stArt my hw sOon.. aftEr i hAf fiNish typiN thE blOg.. tOdAe wAit fOr fAngz tO buy the skEtch bk.. iN thE eNd i gO wif zhi liNg.. lolz.. omg! the skEtch bk cost mi 1o bucks sial.. now brOke le..
dEn iRni wEnt wif us.. wif thE othEr gEr.. hEr nAmE vEri diff tO spEll.. i onli rmb thE lAst pArt.. sth sth na one.. lol.. sOrwie.. lifE wEnt wEll fOr mi.. tRyiN tO accEpt thE reAlity nOw.. hAiz.. whEn tiMe pAss mi by.. lOtsa thiNgs chAnges.. n with a chAnge i've chAnge tOo.. i cAn sAe frOm bAd tO quitE okAy lE bAhz.. i'm a attitudE gEr iN thE pAss.. but aftEr sum time.. my tots r beta.. n i try to tink on other ppl's shoes.. yahz.. so time was gettin tougher n tougher now.. wat i can onli sae is.. juz continue n bear wif it.. since i've bear wif lotsa things le arz.. heart sinks to the bottom of the sea.. seems so heavy.. wat can i do.. juz a feelin..
kinda feelin tat if i'm xy i might burst or sth.. she's real stress.. lolz.. xy if u saw tis blog.. i wanna tell u tat.. i'll help u in all ways.. anythin u wan mi to help.. i'll sure fly to help u.. dun wOrri ger! everythin will be ok.. if it's not ok.. den i'll try my bez to make it ok.. so ger.. try ur bez in everythin.. rmb tat u still haf mi around.. all the time.. 24 hrs de fren n lao po.. tc ger.. =]
todae not much things to write abt.. so kind of short.. lol.. budden i dun tink anyone is readin my blog bahz.. my blog so bOrin.. ok bahz.. so mi leave all of ur wif a smile as per usual.. =)
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6:07:00 PM ]
hAhaz.. tOdAe is anOther tiRin dAe.. althOugh i've nOt dOne much tOdAe.. juz fEel reAl tiRed aftEr thOse dAes n wEeks n mOnths..
thiNgs gEttiN tOughEr n tOughEr.. my aunt's mOthEr-iN-lAw hAd pAssed awAy ytd aftErnOon.. lifE is sO frAgiE n unprEdictAblE.. whEn will u nOe whEn u r gOin tO leavE tis plAce.. lEavE evEryoNe else.. leAvE a plAce tAt u lOve or hAte.. if u wEre givEn a chOice tO leAve tis plAce.. whEn u nEed tO leAve u hAf tO leAve.. nth cAn chAnge fAte.. evErythiNg is fAted.. all we cAn dO is tO treAsurE.. treAsurE evEry mOments.. all thOse mOments r prEciOus.. all of thEm r memories.. gd n bad.. but for mi.. i oNli rmb gd ones.. those hu r bad n those which i dun wanna recall.. juz let it pass.. n carry on wif the next.. life will sure be happier than to be carryin sth tat is sorrow n painful to walk for the rest of our life.. isn't it?
juz sew my skirt.. gettin fat liaoz.. hump! beta stop eatin at nite.. dun drink water b4 i slp n all those nonsense.. haiz.. dun eat den can save money.. i plAn to buy a tama for my bro.. i tink my bro wan tat.. coz tat time i lend from mabel.. den he keep cumin into my rm n take it to play.. i wanna buy it n gif it to him.. n let him haf sth tat's his.. missin my bro le.. wonder is he sleepin or watever now.. i miz my frenz.. yun zhao n han xiao.. mdm kurusamy.. i miz those daes.. how i wish tat time can go back.. those happi moments.. i still rmb wat yun zhao told mi.. haiz.. fate r makin fool of mi.. y muz all tis happen? when i wanna see them n miz them.. they r alwaes not around.. haiz.. hope fate will bring us together again.. how i wish i can change my fate.. =[
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11:55:00 AM ]
nOw is 10.31 pm... 22 jAn o5'..
in thE mOrnin.. wEnt fOr tAt camp dEbriEf.. aftEr sO lOng le.. still ask mi tO recAll... if u nOe mi wEll.. u will nOe tAt i'm a pErsOn tAt cAnnOt rMb thiNgs dE.. sth hAppEns n i will juz 4gt it as lOng as it has past...
juz sAe thE nEws tAt a fEw tEens abuse a little cAt.. aftEr lOokiN at thOse imAgEs.. i wAs tiNkin.. do thEy hAf a heArt lOr.. bulli a smAll cAt.. nO brAin lOrz.. hOwevEr.. luckily thE cAt wAs still alive n wAs sAved by the pOlicE.. n thOse tEens r bEin arrEstEd.. stupid thiNg tO dO.. if abusin cAt isn't thE rite thing tO dO.. dEn y dO thEy hAf tO dO it.. iN thE eNd nO oNe gAin anythiN.. thE cAt is iNjurEd n thE tEens r bEin arrested! nO pOint lOr.. stupid ppl dO stupid things..
i sAw a blOg tAt is sO nice.. i wanna share it wif all of ya.. http://pynkalicious-me.blogspot.com/... the sOng n lAyout of the blog veri nice lOr.. dEn thOse wOrds r sO reAl.. "dun labEl mi".. n the other 1 is " love wasn't fair to start wif. it starts wif a smile (: grows wif a kiss. and ends wif a tear." isn't tat wat ppl do..
sOmeOne tElls mi tat " life's bOrin" dEn i rEply... " so.. try tO make it a meaningful 1" izit it true? if u tink tat ur life haf no point.. den make it a point tat wat u haf to do for tat dae.. so u wun haf a borin life.. we can onli live for tis life time tis mins tis sec wif the one who is wif us.. so y not treasure it n care for each other.. let tat person noe tat u care for them.. n hope they r in gd conditions.. if u ever haf a great frenz.. juz grab them n tell them how important they r.. u nv noe wat will happen tml.. juz treasure everyone.. =]
juz nOw.. cOz didi kEep fAn mi.. dEn mi sO irritAted.. den smack his hAnd.. dEn his dunno wat thingy.. drOp on the flOor.. dEn fEel sO regrEt siAl.. hE wAs 8 le.. dEn he has no play mate at home.. the first thing a kid will do is to find a person in the family tat has the closest age gap de mar.. budden it was like i 14+ le.. i haf my own tinkin n mindset.. how can i possibly play wif him? n he is a guy.. if he was a ger.. den maybe i will still play wif him.. budden the point is tat he is a guy n our age gap is quite big.. budden tat's my onli bro.. wat can i do..? his bd on 2o o1.. which was 2 dAes agO.. den i was at a dreadful mood.. den take foto de shi hou.. i was like not happi.. after takin foto.. i juz walked away to my rm.. i dunno y.. budden i'm juz in a dreadful mood.. den in the end.. when i tok to my fren in msn.. i can easily smile n tok happily.. izit coz of the age tat we can tok abt the same things n we can haf the same tots.. n haf the same experience? i dunno.. budden i juz feel tat the time i spent wif frenz r much more happier than the time i spent wif family..
as fOr nOw.. i tink tat although i might not like the way my family r.. budden i still tryin to like my family.. for tis life time.. but.. if i can choose.. i wanna be wif as family wif them forever in the next life or next next life.. =]
haf ur ever wOndEr.. where will we go after wE die? after we r bein burnt? the bones of ours r into pieces.. put in a pot.. n bein sealed in the cemetry.. where my spirits will go? will i go to heaven? or hell? how do heaven n hell like? tink abt it.. n u might realise tat u r fear to die...
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10:28:00 PM ]
aftEr chAttiN wif kiAn.. hE sent mi tis...
ATTITUDE
Attitude is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures. than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. We cannot change our past We cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is to play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude ...
Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it.
We have a choice - everyday - regarding the Attitude we will embrace for that day.
Our Attitude determines our Altitude.
it's true.. change ur attitude if it's wrong..
dun let ur attitude becums a habit !
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9:55:00 PM ]
nOw is 1.54am liAoz.. 22 jAn o5' liAoz.. tiMe pAst mi fAst n quick.. aftEr all thEse thiNgs hAppEn tO mi.. i suddEnli reAlise tAt.. nth is mOre iMpOrtAnt thAn frEnz n fAmily.. after tellin someone hu has the same fear in us..
ytd 21 o1 o5'.. mOrniN wOke up at 11 plus gOin tO 12 nOon... gOiN tO brUsh tEeth.. dEn wanna walk tO my rm tO tAke my clip de shi hOu... when i wanna wAlk pAss thE rEfridgErAtOr 's dOor.. dEn i sAw thE dOor wAs opEned ajAr.. cOz i wanna cross over tO thE othEr side.. coz the frOnt of the door was bein block by my dad.. den coz my bRo wAs sittiN iN frOnt of thE rEfridgErAtOr so i nv notice tat my bro was in front of the rEfridgErAtOr.. dEn i close thE rEfridgErAtOr.. dEn hE scrEamEd.. omg!! dEn mOm scOld mi.. i wAs juz hAviN a gd nitE slEep.. til i slEep til i shiok.. buddEn cOz of tis smAll mAttEr.. my mOm yElled at mi.. n ruinEd my whOle mOrniN.. juz a qns pOp out of my miNd.." dO u tiNk i will clOse thE rEfridgErAtOr dOor if i knEw tAt my bRo wAs sittiN iN frOnt of thEre?" .. hAiz..
aftEr tAy hAf lunch.. pAck my rm.. pack the whOle aftErnOon.. dEn wAtch tv.. gO oNlinE.. dEn hAf diNnEr.. aftEr tAt wEnt tO wAtch tv.. pAck rm.. oNlinE.. bAthe.. nOw.. sittiN iN front of the cOm tO typE tis blOg lOrz..
hOpe tml nth wOrst will hAppEn.. =]
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2:10:00 AM ]
tOdAe quitE fun... wAit fOr xy n shAun tO gO his hse leArn guitAr.. wah.. wAitEd fOr 2hrs n duNnO hOw mAny mins.. dEn wAs likE sO tiRed.. dEn dO my hw whilE wAitiN fOr thEm.. dEn aftEr tAt wE wEnt tO shAun dE hse.. hE livEs nEar sch thEre.. hse vEri big n niCe.. his rm gt lOtsA bks.. buddEn hE oNli reAd sum of thEm niA..
dEn aftEr tAt i wEnt thEre dO ss.. iN thE eNd oso nv dO a lOt.. dEn aftEr tAt i gt leArn sum of it lAhz.. buddEn nOw sEems tO 4gt aBt it liAoz.. buddEn i ask him tO lEnd mi his chOrds n scAles bk.. dEn i prAtice oN my own.. whEn i'm frEe oN sAt oR sun bAhz...
aftEr tAt wEnt hOme.. dO aRt.. drAw n drAw.. dEn drAw til 12 plus dEn slEep.. siAnz.. tiRed liaOz.. juz anOthEr dAe!
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9:54:00 PM ]
ohhhh... siNcE o7 o1 o5' nv typE blOg lE.. sOrwiE! cOz tis wEek tOo tiRed tO wRitE blOg.. gt fAncy dRill stuff.. dEn stAy til lAte nitE.. dEn dO hw.. tOo tiRed lE lAhz..
dEn fAncy dRill.. hAiz.. prAticE sO hArd iN thE eNd.. hAiz.. 4gt aBt it..
tOdAe wAnNa gO out dE.. buddEn pApa dun lEt mi gO.. sO pissed.. dEn bRo sO rudE lOr.. cum in my rOom dEn tOuch my thiNgs.. i lOathE rudE ppl lOr.. hE IS sO irRitAtiN.. dEn tOdAe tRy tO cleAn up rOom.. cOz wEek dAe a lOt of wOrk tO dO.. dEn iN thE eNd i mEss thE rOom likE duNnO wAt.. juz eAtEn my lunCh.. wOke up at 12 plus tOdAe.. dEn oNlinE chAt wif kiA yiNg.. lolz.. dEn tOk liAoz.. i oso 4gt wAt i dO.. dEn i pAck my rOom all thOse.. dEn i lOg iNtO friEndstEr.. dEn lOg out lE.. dEn i cleAn thE flOor.. dEn cleAr thE biN.. dEn hAf lunch.. aftEr hAviN lunch.. dEn cum bAck cOm.. cOm hAng agAin! duNnO wAt dAd dO lOr.. hE use iN thE mOrniN whilE i wAs slEepiN.. dEn i use dE shi hOu.. hAng fOr 4 tO 5 tiMes til nOw lOr.. shAg siAl.. dEn rEstArt cOm.. dEn fiNdiN cd.. dEn aftEr tAt plAy thE cd althOugh my " 4gt wAt tAt thiNgy cAllEd".. wAstE electRicity.. lolz...
ltr dEn i'M gOin tO chAnge my bEd shEet dEn dO sum hw.. aftEr tAt dEn i cleAr my tAble agAin.. cOz tOo mAny bks oN tAblE lE.. dEn wAsh shOe oR sth.. aftEr tAt wAtch tv at nitE whilE hAviN diNnEr.. dEn gO oNlinE sEe hu oNlinE.. if oNlinE dE nOt i wAnNa chAt dE.. dEn i gO dO hw lOr.. lolz... buddEn nOw i fEel likE slEepiN lE lAhz.. hOw..? gOin tO slEep agAin aftEr lAst nitE dE 12 hrs n duNnO hOw mAny mins.. lolz..
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2:40:00 PM ]
ytd tOo tirEd tO typE blOg lE.. sO nOw i'm typiN fOr ytd dE.. dEn aftEr tAt dEn typE fOr tOdAe dE..
tOdAe gO tO sCh on tiMe bAhz.. dEn xiN yA wAlkEd tO mi.. cOz i nv sAw hEr at thE bus stOp.. buddEn i wAs oso fiNdiN hEr.. lolz.. iN thE eNd shE pOp out.. lolz.. nOt reAli pOp lAhz.. buddEn juz suddEnli cum out n sAe hi tO mi.. dEn wE tOk nOnsEnse.. althOugh i'm wif jiA piNg n jOvEnA.. buddEn in thE eNd i wAlkEd wif xiN yA.. cOz tO mi xiN yA mOrE iMpOrtAnt mArz.. lolz..
sO wE wAlkEd tO sch tOgEthEr..
dEn pRiNcipAl askEd us wAt dO wE wAnNa dO on sAt n sun.. dEn i wAs tiNkin of slEepiN.. lolz.. reAli lAck of slEep lE... dEn iN my miNd all is slEep slEep n slEep.. hAhaz.. dEn shE ask fOr ppl tO gO up n tEll thE sch wAt dO thEy wAnNa dO on tAt 2 dAe lOrz.. dEn of cOz all sAe study n study lOrz.. hu will sAe thEy will slEep whOle dAe likE mi.. lolz.. if i wAs thEm.. i oso will sAe i study all dAe.. buddEn thE truth wil bE tAt i wAnNa tO slEep thE whOle dAe lOng.. lolz.. aftEr all thOse thingy n tOks n nOnsEnse.. wE wEnt bAck tO klAss...
aftEr tAt is mAths fOr 2 pEriOd.. i dunNo y lEhz.. my stOmAchach lE.. lolz.. dEn pAin fOr whOle dAe.. dEn shE teAch us abt iNdicEs.. dEn teAch finish thE whOle chAptEr aftEr tAt 2 pEriOds.. dEn gif hw all thOse..
aftEr tAt will bE gEo lE.. dEn wE wEnt tO gEo rOom tO wAtch slidEs n reAd chAptEr 1.. dEn askEd us tO lEt him sEe thE tsunAmi dE hw.. dEn i n lE min 4gt tO bRin dOwn tO gEo rOom.. dEn i gO n tAke.. dEn aftEr tAt i gO bAck tO klAss rOom n tAke... dEn i cum bAck dE shi hOu.. tAt wEnjiE duNnO sAe wAt.. i 4gt lE.. dEn i diAoz him.. dEn i wAlkEd tO lE min's tAble n hElp hEr tO tAke hEr pApEr... aftEr tAt i wAlkEd off.. dEn bump tO jun lOng.. dEn sAe hi lE dEn wAlkEd off.. bAck tO klAss rOom.. mr lAu sAe aBt tsunAmi.. dEn aftEr tAt tOk n tOk.. mr lAu cOllEct thE hw.. dEn aftEr tAt rEcEss lE.. lolz..
thE rEst 4gt liAoz..
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11:33:00 PM ]
tOdAe tOo tiRed tO writE lE.. sO mAybE tml dEn sAe.. juz vEri piss wif ms tAy.. dislikE hEr mOre n mOre.. buddEn hAf tO fOrgif.. as i wAn God tO fOrgif mi.. hAiz.. dunno lAhz.. nth tO sAe fOr tOdAe.. tOo tiRed lE..
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11:39:00 PM ]
tOdAe wAs quitE fiNe bAhz.. dEn tOdAe wAs a bit lAte.. hOpe tml i wun bE lAte.. lolz.. tOdAe vEri tiRed n siAnz.. nOw fEeliN bAck ach n musclEs ach all thOse n my aNklE likE bEiN sprAin b4 likE tAt.. sO pAiN aftEr thE dRill juz nOw.. juz cAme hOme at 7.45pm.. dEn i wAs frOm mOrniN til nitE dE studyiN hrs likE tAt.. hAlf dAe lE.. dEn ltr still hAf tO study fOr exAm..
tOdAe aftEr thE stAnd n dElivEr dE thiNgy.. is othEr ppl dO dE.. ms jOy chEn orgAnizE dE.. dEn quitE iNtErEstiN.. aftEr thE thiNgy.. dEn wE wEnt bAck tO klAss.. dEn wE hAd eNg.. ms fOng nv hAd thE diagnostic tEst.. cOz shE hAd fOrgOttEn abt it liAoz.. dEn tOdAe dun nEed tO bRin tExtbk dEn i 4gt.. dEn i bRin lOrz.. dEn bAg sO hEavy.. dEn tOdAe gO thru hOlidAe assignmEnt.. tAt's all..
dEn gEo.. mr lAu lOrz.. hE tOk sO wirEd dE.. lol.. sEcOnd tiMe bEiN tAught by him lE.. sO nvm bAhz.. lolz.. dEn wE gO tO thE sEcOnd flOor dE study cOrnEr.. i dunno wAt's tAt cAll lEhz.. dEn hE tOk n tOk.. dEn lE min oso tOk tO mi.. lolz.. dEn mr lAu kEep lOokiN at mi.. dEn i ask hEr tO stOp.. dEn aftEr tAt shE tOk agAin.. lolz.. duNnO y siAl..
mAths pEriOd lE.. ms quEk gO thru thE hOlidAe assignmEnt.. dEn shE ask hu nv dO n hu did hAlf niA.. dEn quitE a lOt of ppl lEhz.. lol.. of cOz i'm nOt oNe of thEm.. i sO guAi dE lOrz.. lolz.. i oso nv sAe thEy bAd lAhz.. lolz.. dEn gO thru hAlf wAy bEll rAng lE.. dEn wE gO fOr rEcEss..
aftEr tAt is sOciAl studiEs.. dEn ms tAn nOt frEe or sth.. dEn thE rEliEf teAchEr ask us tO reAd thE whOle chAptEr 3.. dEn tml hAf tEst lOrz.. shE hAvEn teAch dEn hAf tEst lE.. wAt if wE misundErstOod thE chAptEr nE? dEn wE might fAil tAt tEst lE lEhz.. i duNnO wAt shE's tiNkiN lOrz.. hAiz.. nvm lAhz.. lEt it bE.. lAst yeAr shE tAught mi histOry.. dEn i gt f9 siAl.. hOpe shE wun mAke mi gt f9 fOr my sOciAl studiEs lOrz.. God blEss..
dEn aftEr tAt wE r reAlisEd.. dEn i gO jp dE pOpulAr n buy bks.. dEn wE hAd cca til 6.45pm.. cOz tml hAf tEst.. sO i wAnNa lEft eArliEr.. sO i nv stAy.. sO i lEft n gOne hOme.. tOdAe is sO tirEd.. wAnNa gO n slEep ritE nOw.. buddEn i hAf tO study fOr exAm.. siAnz.. tml still hAf gb lEhz.. siAnz siAnz siAnz.. nOt gb siAn.. it's juz tAt thE bb bOi kEep wAstiN our tiMe.. dEn mAke us wAit n wAit lOrz.. siAnz... buddEn tOdAe i'm blEss wif deAr jEsus.. so thz God fOr hElpiN thru all thE wAy hEre.. sO i hAd a quitE a niCe dAe aftEr thE tiriN dAe.. gOd blEss all.. =]
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8:57:00 PM ]
tOdAe almOst lAte.. cOz i wOke up at 6.10am.. dEn rush out.. dEn reAch sch juz in timE.. whEn i juz sAt dOwn.. dEn thE sch bEll rAng... dEn aftEr a min or fEw sEcs.. i fOund out tAt ms mArzuki wAs juz bEhind mi.. dEn juz prEtAnd tAt i wAs thEre fOr quitE sOme timE liAoz.. nOt sO lAte.. lolz..
dEn it stArtEd tO dRizzlE.. dEn wE mOvE tO thE hAll.. dEn whEn wE reAch hAll.. it wAs quitE lAte lE.. wE onli rEad fOr 5 mins likE tAt dEn bEll rAng fOr flAg rAisiniN liAoz.. dEn aftEr tAt nEw principAl nOt hAppi.. dEn shE nAg lOrz.. dEn shE tOk quitE fast tOdAe lEhz.. lolz.. ytd shE tOk quitE slOw.. dEn mAke mi wAnNa slEep.. lol..
wE gO bAck tO klAss.. dEn ms quEk tOk cOck.. dEn shE gO off.. dEn el pEriOd.. my el tEachEr is ms fOng lOrz.. shE kEep shOutiN.. mAke mi hEadach siAl.. dEn shE sAe tml hAvin thE diagnostic tEst.. dunno wAt is tat lEhz.. dEn shE gif us ws tO filE in.. dEn shE tElls us abt tAt ws all thOse.. dEn aftEr tAt.. shE gO thru thE pAper.. dEn gO thru hAlf wAy.. dEn bEll riNg agAin..
dEn ms quEk cum in.. cOz mAths mArz.. shE is our mAths teAchEr.. dEn shE tOk quitE slOw tOdAe.. dEn jAcksOn thEy all tOk crAp wif hEr.. zhi yAng oso.. dEn mAke hEr sO pissEd off.. dEn shE sAe thE rulEs all thOse.. dEn i juz listEn lOrz.. dEn copy dOwn wAt shE wAns nExt lEssOn.. thiNgs tO bRin.. hOw mAny exercise bk shE nEed.. all thOse lOrz..
physiCs liAoz.. mr koh swee lEOng lOrz.. a bOriN tEachEr.. dEn mr tAn cum in tOk tO him.. dEn hE ask us tO gO mRl.. dEn cOmbinEd klAss gO mRl listEn tO wAt mr tAn wAnNa sAe aBt physiCs.. dEn hE tOk n tOk.. dEn thE air-cOn sO cOld.. dEn almOst frOzEn tO ice liAoz.. lolz..
dEn rEcEss.. i fiNdiN euNicE.. dEn aftEr tAt i fOund hEr.. wAit fOr grAce wif hEr.. dEn wE wEnt dOwn tO cAfetEriA.. dEn duNnO hu cAllEd mi.. dEn i tOk tO tAt pErsOn.. dEn i lOst wuNicE agAin.. dEn i cAnNot fiNd hEr.. dEn i ask arOund.. dEn fAngz sAe " y u alwAes fiNdin euNicE dE?" lolz.. cOz i kEep lOsiN hEr.. dEn wE fiNd kiA yiNg.. dEn aftEr tAt wE wEnt bAck tO klAss..
aftEr tAt is chinEse lE.. i wAnNa ms gOh tO teAch us fOr chinEse.. dEn shE reAli tAught us lEhz.. lolz.. i likE thE wAy shE teAch.. cOz shE tOk vEri lOud.. dEn i wun fAll aslEep.. dEn shE vEri humOrOus.. dEn shE plAy gAme wif us.. dEn i wAs likE nOt tAt fun lAhz.. lolz.. cOz nEed tO wRitE chinEse wOrds.. dEn i duN liKE tO writE in chinEse.. i prEfEr tO spEck it.. dEn lEssOn eNds.. dEn wE stOp thE gAme liAoz.. dEn our gRp wiN..
sOciAl studiEs dE shi hOu.. is ms tAn pEi liNg lOrz.. i hAte hEr sO much lOrz.. shE chAnge my fAte lOrz.. dEn kEep fliRtiN wif bOis.. sEe liAoz sO er xin.. wAnNa vOmit out.. hAte hEr.. dEn shE tOk cOck.. dEn luff by hErsElf.. dEn sEe hEr fAce i duNnO y.. still vEri pissEd..
dEn aRt lE.. dEn i n lE min duNnO wAnNa gO whEre.. lolz.. dEn wE wAit fOr ppl.. dEn i wAit fOr euNicE agAin.. lolz.. i'm likE fOrevEr wAitiN fOr hEr.. buddEn shE my frEn wAt.. sO dun rEali miNd aNywAy.. dEn wE wEnt tO thE aRt rOom.. dEn i wAs liKE dunNo gOin tO sit wif euNicE or shu xiAn lOrz.. 1 is my gd til cAnNot dE frEn.. thE othEr 1 is my lAo po.. dEn lol.. sit wif lAo pO lOrz.. buddEn i oso wAnNa sit wif euNicE lEhz.. dEn mdm oNg tOk a lOt of cRap.. dEn i listEn til i almOst slEep.. dEn mdm oNg suddEnli shOut wEijiE nAme.. dEn i a littlE awakE liAoz.. dEn aftEr tAt .. shE stOp tOkin.. dEn i awAke liAoz.. lolz.. dEn shE tEstiN ppl aBt thE thiNgs shE hAf sAid prEviOusli.. dEn luckily nv cAllEd til mi.. lol.. dEn wE wEnt to mRl.. cOz thEre gt aRt gAllEry mArz.. dEn sO cOld.. dEn wE sEe othErs aRt studEnt dE wOrk.. it wAs likE.. sO niCe lOrz.. dEn i dun tiNk i cAn drAw til tAt nicE.. lol.. dEn aftEr tAt.. wE wEnt wE lOok arOund.. dEn fiNish liAoz lE.. dEn dismiss liAoz...
dEn i gO out fiNd shi jiE.. gif hEr xiAnz's hse kEys.. dEn i wAlk up tO fiNd hEr.. cOz shE hAvEn dO fiNish hEr mAths.. dEn euNicE at cAfetEriA.. dEn shu xiAn at 3rd flOor dE tEachErs rOom outsidE.. dEn i kEep wAlkiN up n dOwn wif frEnz or alOne.. lolz.. dEn wAlk up n dOwn.. sEe thEy dO fiNish lE mArz.. dEn i wAit til shu xiAn fiNish dE shi hOu.. dEn thEir mAths tEachEr cum liAoz.. dEn shE wAnNa gO liAoz.. dEn shE prEtEnd.. dEn aftEr tAt shE run awAy.. lol.. dEn shE wAnNa cAll shi jiE.. buddEn fOne spOil.. dEn bO biAn...aftEr tAt.. wE wEnt hOme tOgEthEr..
tOdAe wAs fun.. buddEn tOo tiRed liAoz.. my lEg liKE wiRed wiRed dE.. whEn i mAke it strAight.. dEn it's sO pAiNful.. dEn bEnt liAoz.. nOt sOo pAin.. buddEn lifE still sEems wiRed fOr mi.. frEnz r tOo impOrtAnt tO mi.. i cAn't affOrd tO lOse aNyonE.. nOt evEn oNe.. all of thEm r likE pArt of mi liAoz.. frEnz r thEre fOr mi.. tAt's thE oNli reAsOn tAt i'm iN sch evErydAe.. tAt will oNli bE thE reAsOn y i lOve thEm sO much.. thEy r mOre impOrtAnt thAn mi.. thz fOr bEiN thEre fOr mi.. thz tO all.. =]
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1:54:00 AM ]
wokE up at 6pm tOdAe.. sO tiRed.. cOz ytd nitE i cAnnOt slEep siAl.. duNnO y?
dEn oNli hAf 2 hrs of slEepiN.. dEn mi kEep yAwniN.. dEn mi whOle dAe nv eAt.. cAn sAe oN diEt? lOlz.. cOz i oNli hAd 1 meAl tOdAe.. nOw still fEeliN ok.. cOz mOrniN til 6 plus.. i hAvEn eAt aNythiN.. dEn aftEr tAt my frEnz wAnNa eAt.. dEn i oso fEel sOoo hungRy.. dEn i eAt wif thEm.. dEn nOw still quitE ok lE.. nOt tAt hungRy bAhz..
reAch hOme at arOund 8 plus.. dEn i tAke a rEst b4 i bAthe.. dEn i cAme oNlinE dEn chAt.. dEn nOw typiN tis blOg.. sO my dAe tOdAe wAs quitE gd bAhz.. juz tAt sOmeoNe gif mi attitudE.. which i hAte.. buddEn y dO i hAf tO lEt tis pErsOn tO ruin my dAe.. sO my dAe will still bE as gd as b4.. hOpe fOr a bEta tml.. =]
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10:10:00 PM ]
tOdAe slEpt at 4am.. cOz mOm awAke.. dEn hAf tO slEep.. sO thE nExt dAe at aBt 12 nOon dEn i wOke up..
dEn aftEr tAt i wEnt out lE.. dEn my frEn lAte.. dEn i wAit fOr abt 10 or 5 mins likE tAt.. nOt tOo lOng lAhz..
dEn aftEr tAt wE wEnt tO pOpulAr n buy bks.. dEn i rMb tAT i hAd 4gottEn tO briN my bOoklist.. dEn i dun wAnNa buy at pOpulAr lE.. i dEcidEd tO buy iN sCh.. sO wE wEnt to wAlk wAlk.. dEn aftEr 2 hrs likE tAt.. wE wEnt hOme.. dEn i tOok thE sAme bus hOme.. dEn wE plAy n tOk.. til thEy alight..
dEn reAch hOme lE.. dEn hAf my lunch.. at arOund 3 pm plus liAoz.. sO hungRy.. cOz i hAf nOt eAtEn frOm mOrniN til 2 plus.. cOz at jp i bOught sth tO eAt.. dEn wAtch tv..
dEn sis likE dunNo wAt hAppEn tO hEr.. shE kEep nAggiN.. i dun likE ppl tO nAg mi lOrz.. nOt evEn a sEc.. dEn lAst nitE shE still nAg fOr 15 mins.. dEn i wAs likE.. cAn she juz shut up nOtz.. dEn in thE eNd i lOse my tEmpEr.. cOz shE clOse all my wiNdOw.. cOz i wAs usiN cOm.. dEn shE wAnNa mi tO pAck my rm.. dEn i wAs so aNgRy lOrz.. ask hEr tO lEt mi wAtch finish my "a cindErellA stOry" dE vcd.. shE oso cAnnOt wAit.. dEn shE duNnO sAe mi wAt.. dEn i tOk bAck.. dEn shE shut dOwn my cOm.. dEn i wAs sO angRy lOrz.. cOz shE juz shut dOwn whEn i wAs still usin.. dEn i rEstArt cOm.. dEn cOm likE siAo siAo liaoz lE lOrz.. cOz she hAvEn clOse all thE wiNdOw.. shE nv cAre aBt my fEeliN lOrz.. juz shut dOwn likE tAt.. shE tOt tAt i lOse my tEmpEr wAs wrOng.. buddEn i dun tiNk tat i wAs evEn wrOng lOrz.. y cAn't shE juz tOk prOpErly.. whEn shE nEed hElp dEn shE tOk tO mi niCely.. dEn treAt mi likE shit.. reAli dun wAnNa hAte hEr lOrz.. buddEn thE wAy shE treAt mi.. i reAli hAte hEr lOrz.. if shE wAs juz jeAlOus of mi.. dEn i tiNk shE shOuld stOp all hEr nOnsEnse.. dEn nOw shE wAs likE scrEamiN n shOutiN at mi.. likE i'm thE 1 iN wrOng.. sO kp.. nOw i wAs likE sO piss off liAoz.. reAli cAnnOt stAnd it lE lOrz..
althOugh i nOe tAt fAmily is impOrtAnt tO mi.. buddEn thE way thEy "cAre" wAs suCh a prEssuRe tO mi lOrz.. dEn my dAd n mOm wAs likE kEep nAggiN mi.. dEn sis oso nAg.. dEn bRo wAs likE kEep distuRbiN mi.. fEelin sO pissEd n fEd up wif evEryoNe.. lifE reAli sux whEn thEre r ppl likE thEm arOund.. reAli cAnnOt stAnd it lE.. hAiz..
buddEn juz hOpe fOr a bEtA tml.. althOugh tml nEed tO gO tO sCh.. n i still nEed tO fAce all thOse strEss.. hAiz.. hOw nE? wat tO dO nExt.. hOpE God cAn guidE mi thrOugh tis lOng wAy -.-
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4:34:00 PM ]
nEw yeAr lE.. buddEn it wAsn't hAppi at all.. ppl r suffEriN neAr us.. i hOpe i cAn dO sth fOr thEm.. althOugh dOnAtiN mOnEy will dO.. buddEn tAt's nOt my mOnEy.. sO oso cAnnOt aNyhOw dOnAte mArz.. buddEn i tiNk thE gOv theRe shOuld chAnge or sth.. whEn thE weAthEr bOardcAst nOe tAt theRe will bE a tsunAmi.. dEn thEy cAll thE rEpOrtErs.. dEn the rEpOrtEr thEre cAll the PM fOr 3 hrs.. n nO onE pick up thE fOne tO apprOvE thE iNfOr tAt theRe will bE an tsunAmi.. dEn iN thE eNd whEn thEy picks up thE cAll.. it sEems tO bE tOo lAte.. oNli sum of thE ppl hu heArd thE nEws tAt thEre will bE a tsunAmi.. thE rEst of thE ppl r juz rElAxiN on thE beAch.. dEn iN thE eNd it cAusEs sO mAny lifE gOne n ppl missiN.. buddEn hOpe God will blEss thOse hu r missiN n thOse hu hAf diEd.. hOpe tAt thEy will gO tO a plAce whEre thEy dun nEed tO suffEr anymOre..
tOdAe thEre wAs a fAmily dE lunch tOgEthEr at ps.. my uNclEs n auntiEs n my cOusins wEre thEre tOo.. i miz all of thEm.. althOugh oNe of the uNclEs still mEss my hAir.. buddEn i still fEel tAt thEy r my strAngErs.. cOz i nv see thEm whEnevEr or aNytiMe.. sO it wAs likE oncE in a yeAr wE will bE sEe eAch othEr.. buddEn i still trEasurE thEm a lOt.. cOz if wAt hAppEns tO thEm or hAppEn tO mi.. i will still fEel sAd or hAf an mEmOry iN thEm..
dEn wE tOk.. aftEr a whilE my bRo n sis wEnt off wif mi.. dEn wE wEnt tO ps n wAlk.. my bRo wAnnA wAtch kOng fu dE shOw.. buddEn my sis sAe tAt wAs vEri lAme.. buddEn i tiNk she shOuld juz tRy n juz dun strEss tOo much mArz.. lAme things mAke us luff.. sO juz rElAx a bit mArz.. aftEr wE wAlk n wAlk.. wE wEnt tO jp.. cOz my sis dEcidE tO buy cArtOon fOr my bRo.. dEn my bRo wAs likE.. hE hAd seen all of thE cArtOon.. dEn my sis hAf nth tO buy fOr him..
iN thE eNd my sis bOught him 3 uneducAtiOnAl dE shOw.. buddEn my bRo likE it cAn liAoz lE bAhz.. iN thE eNd.. hE is thE 1 wAtchiN mArz..
dEn wE wEnt tO lOng jOhn n eAt.. dEn bRo sAe tAt hE hAd nOt sEen thE cArtOon.. hE oNli heArd thE nAmEs of thE shOw niA.. dEn my sis n i wAs likE.. is tis cAllEd lyin? dEn wE wEnt tO lOok fOr cd agAin lOrz.. dEn wE wEnt hm.. i finAlli bOught "a cindErellA stOry" dE vcd liAoz.. lOlz.. cAn wAtch likE siAo liAoz...
aftEr tis tsunAmi.. i tiNk tAt.. wE reAli shOuld stArt tO tiNk tAt wE reAli hAf tO rEflEct on wAt dAmagE wE hAf dOne tO our mOthEr eArth.. shE is reAl sick n ill.. sO plz recycle pApErs n rEducE thE amt wE use.. wE shOuld oso use CFC frEe dE thiNgs.. tO prOtEct out O-zOne lAyEr.. juz all tis siMplE thiNgs.. wE cAn hElp a lOt tO sAve thE eArth arz.. tO rEduce thE hArm wE dOne tO our eArth..
hOpe evEryonE alritE.. n stAy heAlthy.. God blEss..
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9:52:00 AM ]
erm... duNnO wAt tO writE aBt fOr tOdAe~ buDdEn i'M quitE hApPy wif thE lifE nOw bAhz... nOw i fElt sOrRy fOr sOmeoNe... buDdEn hOpe tAt shE will will bE strOng... mAny frEnz arOund mi r fEeliN sAd n bOrEd... i hOpe i cAn hElp thEm n mAke thEm hApPy... i'vE tO mAkE thEm hApPy whEn thEy r sAd.... isN't tis wAt a frEnz shOuld dO? eRm... i'vE beEn chEatEd by my gAn jiE jiE liAoz lE... y pPl kEpt chEatiN oN my fEeliN dE? hAiz... nVm... at lEast i nOe tAt iN tis wOrld wE cAn oNli tRust pPl 80% thE rEst of thE 20% muz kEpt it iN our oWn... nO oNe cAn bE tRustEd bAhz... iNcludiN thOse tAt r our clOse frEnz.... buDdEn i rEally hOpe tAt my lAo pOs wun liE tO mi... i nOe thEy tReAt mi bEz liAoz... i lOve thEm all... eSpEciAlly xiAn, fArhAnAh, wEndy n yA lE... tReasuRe evEry mOmEnt wif ur... cOz evEry sEcOnd wif ur is sO prEciOus tO mi... frEnz hu r sAd n nEed sOmeoNe tO tOk to dE cAn tEll mi ur pRob if ur wAn tO... frEnz n pAl hu r fEeliN dOwn nOw~ tRy tO chEer up bAhz... lifE still hAf tO gO oN dE... if a dAe cAn bE chOsEn tO bE a hApPy 1 dEn y ur wAn tO bE sAd n spOil ur whOle moOd nE... chEer up guys... muz rmb tAt ur still hAf mi... a wArm hugz tO ur... tc n fEel frEe tO chAt wif mi bAhz... shOuldEr cAn be lEnd fOr frEe toO... juz tO mAke ur hApPy... (( huGgiEs ))
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2:49:00 PM ]
t0dAe i wAs so piss off~ aRgh~ aftEr my cMe, i wAs tiNkiN t0 g0 hm or stAy out l0ngEr~ c0z sHu xiAn wAnnA g0 jp dEn i wEnt wif hEr n hEr stEad~ alth0ght i'M thE litE buLb bUddEn i duN rEali miNd(ltr u will noe y)- dEn aftEr tAt wE wEnt h0mE... whEn i juz stEp iNt0 thE h0usE~ i sAw a BITCH... shE stArtEd sh0utiN n sh0utiN at mi... i did n0t wAn t0 sh0ut bAck as my dAd t0ld mi n0t t0 b4 i wEnt out t0dAe... dEn i wEnt iNt0 my ro0m put my bAg n thiNgs d0wn dEn i wEnt out t0 d0 thE thiNgs shE wAn mi t0 d0 which is t0 piCk up thE plAstic bAg iN thE dUstbiN... dEn shE stArtEd t0 sc0ld mi agAin... shE sAe" y i cAll u t0 thr0w thE plAstic bAg t0 thE 0thEr biN u did n0t d0 it" dEn i wAs s0 aNgRy... c0z shE didn't evEn lo0k at mi n stArtEd sc0ldiN mi f0r nth... dEn i sAe wAsn't i'M thr0wiN thE plAstic bAg... dEn shE ask mi t0 wAsh my cl0thEs on my own dEn shE wAs bl0ckiN my wAy c0z shE wAnnA slAp mi 0r sth... i n0e wAt shE wAnnA d0 n i dun m0vE s0 shE cAnn0t slAp mi or aNythiN... dEn shE sAe dun wAnnA gif mi p0ckEt m0nEy n t0ld mi t0 gt thE p0ckEt m0nEy fr0m my dAd... dEn i wAs tiNkin " y dUn u disown mi as ur child?" isn't it bettEr l0rz~ dEn shE still sc0ld at mi... i dun cAre hEr l0rz~... dEn i wEnt bAck iNt0 my rm n i l0ck thE do0r in cAse shE wAnnA d0 aNythiN t0 mi~ shE is outsidE my rm til shE fEtch my bRo t0 sch... dEn i heArd tAt thErE is n0 n0isE i wEnt out 0f thE rm... i wEnt t0 bAthe b4 shE cum bAck~ dEn i wEnt t0 wAsh my cl0thEs... i stArtEd t0 wAsh thE fiRst pAil... dEn thE sEc0nd~ til thE thiRd.... shE cAme bAck... shE stArtEd sc0ldiN mi agAiN... dEn shE sh0utEd at mi t0 sAve thE wAtEr f0r my bRo's sh0e~ dEn aftEr i wAsh~ i c0llEct all my sis n minE cl0thEs... dEn i wEnt bAck t0 my rm n typE tis bl0g~ my hAnd is dAmn pAiN n achiN... b0nEs r likE g0iN t0 brEak iNt0 piEces... shE is g0iN t0 bE at h0mE til my aunt c0mE bAck~ tAt will bE a t0rturE t0 mi... hElp~
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4:05:00 PM ]
lolz... nth betA t0 d0... suddEnly wAnnA typE bl0g f0r t0dAe... t0dAe s0 siAnz... sAme as m0n... t0dAe pPl ask mi tis i rEply tAt... c0z 0f strEss?...lolz... i dunn0... i tiNk i'M suffEriN fr0m dEprEssi0n siAl... hAiz... w0ndEr h0w l0ng muz i aCt t0 bE hAppy... h0pE n0t 4evEr... h0pE s0mE0nE cAn mAke mi reAl aNgRy dEn i cAn cRy n0n st0p... m0n hAd my chiNesE pAper 1 n 2 liA0z... dEn thE hAn yu piN yiN... hAiz... g0iN t0 flAnk it bAhz... t0dAe ge0g... w0rst... i reAli cAnn0t rMb thE mAp liA0z lE... hAiz... g0iN t0 flAnk tAt to0... tMl lit... surE fAil dE... mAths pAper 1... sCi...all fAil bAhz... hAiz... All fAil dEn i tiNk i'M g0iN t0 nA nExt yeAr bAhz... hAiz... siAnz...lolz... g0d blEss... -= d.y.i.N.0.u.t.0.f.b.r.e.A.t.h.E.=-
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2:27:00 PM ]
An0thEr weEk hAf pAss... nExt weEk hAviN exAm lE... wAt aM i g0iN t0 d0 nE... my mAths mUz gt at lEast 95 n ab0vE dEn i cAn g0 t0 thE c0ursE i wAn... a rEal grEat rEgrEt... i hAf plAy to0 mUch lE... hAiz... thE wh0lE dAe prAtisiN mAths... siAnz... i rEali h0pE tAt mirAclE will hAppEn t0 mi...rEal strEss n0w... tMl stUdy my chiNesE...hAiz...i h0pE my sCi n mAths will pAss t0 thE mArks tAt is accEptablE... g0d blEss mi...
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9:49:00 PM ]
wU~ t0dAe s0 tirEd... c0z lAst nitE slEpt @ 3.30 Am...rEal tirEd... n0 timE t0 writE bl0g fEr ytd... t0dae 4gt t0 bRiN m0nEy... dEn hAf iN-t0uch ... dEn aftEr tAt ms chiA lEss0n... dEn ms chiA ask mi t0 piN up my friNgE... i tiNk g0in t0 cut my hAir tis weEk eNd...hAhaz... kUku lEss0n... 4gt wAt hAppEn lE lAhz... gt nAg lAhz... dEn sCi... d0 sEcti0n A of sCi rEvisi0n... mt g0 thR0ugh tEst pApEr... hAhaz... i pAss lEhz... dEn 0nE of thE sEcti0n is t0 c0mplEtE thE sEntEncE givEn... dEn i mUz writE sth... dEn Anyh0w writE... hAhaz... in thE eNd wr0ng... nvm... at lEast i tRy... dEn rEtUrN bAck thE tEst pApEr... gE0... hAf tEst...My g0d!!! thE mApw0rk... s0 difficUlt siAl... dEn i chEck aNs wif thE tb... ms Ang lo0k @ mi... hAhaz... nvm... thE pr0b is tAt... i wr0te thE wr0ng dEfinAti0n... i wr0te fer thE opp0sitE... hAiz... siAnz... tRyiN t0 4gt u is likE tAkiN a knifE t0 stAb my sElf...
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8:15:00 PM ]
t0dAe qUitE okAy lAhz... n0t tAt bAd bAhz... wEd wE hAf stAnd n dElivEr... dEn 1F wAs pErf0rmiN... dEn ms tAn wAs tAkin thEir vEdi0... fEr thEir clAss t0 seE 0r sth likE tAt bAhz... dEn ermz... yA... thEir pErf0rmEnt r grEat n wAs m0rE t0 stUdy wEll... dEn wE wEnt bAck t0 clAss... kUku cAme iNsidE thE clAssrm... dEn shE wEnt t0 0thEr clAss or sth... dEn i gif hEr bAck thE tErmly rep0rt... dEn shE aSk mi y i nv hAnd iN... of c0z wUn tEll hEr thE truth lAhz... hAhaz... tEll hEr tAt i cAnn0t hEar wAt shE sAe... tAt might bE a fact to0... c0z hEr v0icE wAs rEal s0ft... dEn whEn shE wAn t0 sh0ut wAs likE ppl n0rmAl t0kiN t0nE... likE wAn t0 sh0ut cAnn0t sh0ut tAt s0rt dE... hAhaz.... dEn shE dUn bEliEve mi lAhz... dEn shE sAe shE wAnnA aSk thE clAss ltr... dEn i dUn cArE hEr of c0z... dEn i to0k my thiNgs fEr aRt... dEn wE linEd up 0utsidE thE clAssrm... dEn i wAs likE... ok...nvm... mAybE dUn writE hEre bEta... dEn 0ur tAt nEw vicE pRiNcipAl aSk us cAn wE cUm out fAstEr dEn wE sAe cAn... s0 wE wEnt t0 aRt rm... dEn mdm 0ng aSk us t0 g0 bAck cUm back t0 thE aRt rm iN 1 miN it wAs imp0ssiblE t0 hAf a clAss t0 wAlk bAck dEn g0 bAck t0 clAss dE l0rz...dEn shU xiAn rUn n pArtnEr mi...hAhaz... dEn mdm 0ng jUz lEt us iN... c0z it wAs likE it is rEali n0t p0ssiblE mArz... dEn wE wEnt in... dEn shE stArtEd nAggiN... qUitE l0ng bAhz... aBt 20 miNs plUs 0r m0rE dEn tAt bAhz... dEn shE lEt us sit d0wn... dEn shE stArtEd t0 sc0ld us agAin... dEn shE t0k aBt our skEtch bk... shE t0ld us wAt shE wAn fr0m us... i tiNk tAt is bEtA dEn th0sE tEachEr hU dUn tEll us dEn stArt t0 sc0ld us.... dEn tAt tEachEr will stArt t0 sh0ut hEre n thEre scrEam hEre n thEre til wE dUnn0 y thEy sc0ld us lorz... nvm... typiN n0nsEnse agAin... dEn c0ntinUe wAt i wAs sAyiN... aftEr shE finiSh tElliN us wAt shE wAn t0 seE... wE d0 0uR 0wn thiNgs...dEn aftEr all th0sE nAggiN n sc0ldiN.... wE dUn hAf mUch timE lEft... dEn wE wEnt fEr thE nExt lEss0n... sCi... ms gAy gif us rEvisi0n ws t0 d0... dEn wE d0 hAlf wAy... thE bEll rAng.. dEn wE g0 0ff l0rz... dEn mAths... i qUickly d0 fiNish th0se quEsti0n tAt i dUnn0... dEn shE cAme n chEck... dEn i tEll hEr tAt i dUnn0 h0w t0 d0 th0sE quEsti0n... dEn aftEr tAt whEn i wAn t0 try th0se quEsti0n tAt i dUnn0... dEn i f0und out tAt i rEali dUnn0 h0w t0 d0... s0 tAt's n0t lyiN...dEn shE tEach us aBt c0nE... dEn shE gif us quEsti0ns t0 d0... dEn i d0 sUm... did hAlf wAy... bEll rAng... s0 d0 til kUku cUm... dEn i wAs likE wAitiN fEr hEr t0 sAe aBt mi... bUddEn it wAs likE... shE didn't t0k aBt it siAl... wirEd... dEn shE c0llEct it aftEr tAt pEri0d eNds... dEn shE sAe th0sE hU r g0iN t0 hAnd it iN tml.. will hAf t0 finE hEr 1o buCks... siAoz... w0ndEriN is thE m0nEy g0in t0 bE iN hEr p0ckEt aftEr tAt... aftEr tAt wE hAd mt lEss0n.. mdm 0ng agAin.. dEn wE hAf t0 chAnge plAce.. den chAngE lE... shE still likE aNgry wif us... aftEr tAt shE tAught thE nExt lEss0n... dEn wE lEarN sUm nEw w0rds... dEn shE gif us miNdmAp t0 d0... dEn wE wEnt fEr assEmbly... dEn thEy plAyed thE bbAll mAtch wif CHS.... dEn it lAst fEr aBt 20 miNs.. dEn wE wEre dismissEd... dEn i wEnt up t0 tAke my bAg... dEn i wEnt t0 cAfetEriA n wait fEr kE t0 fiNish eAtiN... aftEr tAt wE wEnt t0 p0pulAr t0 buy my bks... dEn wE wEnt hm... dEn i co0k a smAll p0t of s0up... dEn i dRank hAlf... my sis hu jUz w0kE up.. drAnk thE 0thEr hAlf... dEn shE sprEad tUna wif brEad... shE gif mi 1 n shE atE thE 0thEr 1... dEn i wAtch tv... slEep... hAf dinnEr... 0nlinE... writE bl0g dEn mAybE ltr i will prAticE my mAths n d0 0thEr hw bAhz... h0pE thEy dUn sh0w thEir blo0dy attitUdE t0 mi....hAiz... hAf t0 eNd wif a =)...?
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10:07:00 PM ]
hAhaz... t0dAe wokE up @ 6 plUs bAhz... dEn wAs likE quitE lAte lE... dEn i wAlk likE g0in t0 fAll d0wn... hEad so diZzy... mAybE c0z lAst nitE slEpt @ 2 plUs bAhz.... mon slEpt at 1 plUs... dEn hAf t0 d0 w0rk... cAn sAe rAthEr strEss bAhz... hAiz... m0rniN hAd rEv-up... dEn wE d0 wArm up n s0 0n dEn kUku kEpt 0n nAggiN... s0 pissEd... evErydAe hAf t0 hEar hEr nAg... dEn ask us t0 tUg in... lo0k likE nErd l0rz...dEn ms k0k gif us 12 miNs t0 rUn bAck... tAt wAs likE quitE imp0siblE as thE sEc 2 r rUnniN ltr... bUddEn wE mAde it lAhz... s0 it wAs likE dUn neEd t0 rErUn... dEn wE wEnt bAck t0 clAss fEr gE0... ms Ang tEll us th0sE chAptEr tAt r n0t g0in t0 bE tEstEd... dEn shE g0 n bRin hEr pEnCil cAse up...dEn shE lEt us t0 stUdy thE mApw0rk... aftEr i sAw thE mAp... w0w mg... i dUnn0 whEre is whEre l0rz... dEn i tAke thE nEedlE tAt i t00k thE thrEad n nEedlE fr0m thE cArdb0ard eArliEr 0n... dEn i stArtEd d0 sEw thE cl0th up... siAn... sEw aBt hAlf or s0... ms Ang wAs bAck... 0ut of a pAnic... i hidE evErythiN undEr thE dEsk... dEn thE nEedlE dr0ppEd... dEn i qUickly fiNd it... dEn i f0und lAhz... dEn i g0 bAck to lo0k at thE mApw0rk... dEn i kEpt lo0kin fEr thE aNs... bUddEn it wAs likE i rEali cAnn0t fiNd it l0rz... dEn ms Ang gif us thE aNs... i still dUnn0 thE whEre r th0se plAce l0cAtEd... siAn... aftEr tAt is pE... we prAticE s0ccEr n0w... dEn i f0und it qUitE fUn to0... kEkez...aftEr tAt wE plAy a mAtch or sth... bUddEn wE dUn rEali likE plAyEd it tAt sEri0us as in mAtch... bUddEn wE plAyEd it as a gAme... wE hAd l0tsA fUn... dEn c0z s0 mAny ppl chAsiN 0nE bAll... dEn wAs likE s0mE0nE jUz sAt 0n thE bAll... dEn leE hAn liN sAid tAt d0 wE tiNk it wAs likE lAyiN Eggs... hAhaz... egg r prEci0us n0w... as it c0st 50 cEnt eAch.... dEn aftEr tAt wE wEnt off.... dEn hE cAllEd us bAck... dEn i sEw thE til thE lAst fEw stitCh... dEn sEw til thE thrEd cAn bE sEen fr0m thE sidE... dEn aftEr tAt i wEnt bAck t0 clAssro0m c0z i nEed t0 tAke c0ntAinEr n apr0n... dEn whEn i pAss by thE boi t0ilEt i hEard ppl sh0utin n cr0wdiN ar0und by boi of coz... dEn thE boi pAss ar0und tAt 0nE guy wAs bEatEn c0z t0dAe wAs his bd.. dEn evEry0nE jUz bAsh him lAhz... dEn i wEnt fEr my h0mE ec0... dEn i co0kEdfRiEd ricE... thE othEr diSh is rElAtEd t0 p0tAt0... i s0mEh0w 4gt thE diSh...nAme.... tAt wAsn't thE mAttEr... thE mAttEr is tAt i'm to0 lAzi t0 seE hj0w t0 c00k so i jUz pUt in thE iNgRediEnts n i add All of thE iNgRediEnts in... thEn i 4gt all aBt thE nExt diSh... s0 i tAke m0rE ingRidiEnts thEn as fEr thE chickEn... i to0k it 0ut... dEn my pArtnEr hElp mi t0 d0 s0mE of thE stUff... dEn wE hAvE n0 timE t0 c0mplEtE... s0 wE lEft thE fo0d in thE fRyiN pAn... dEn wE wEnt fEr mAths n cUm bAck aftEr sch... dUriN mAths lEss0n... i tRiEd vEri hArd t0 c0ncEntrAte... c0z i didN't slEpt wEll lAst nitE... dEn wAs rEal tiRed.... dEn aftEr tAt ... i n0e h0w t0 d0 th0sE quEsti0n... dEn eNg.... kUku gif us l0tsA ws aBt tEnsE t0 d0... thEn shE kEpt sh0utiN... mAde mi s0 eee.... fEft likE askiN hEr t0 shUt up... bUddEn i didN't lAhz... dEn aftEr sch... wE wEnt t0 h0mE ec0 rm... dEn wE wAitEd fEr ms mArzUki t0 cUm... wE wAit n wAit n wAit... 1 h0ur 0r s0 hAf pAss... dEn wE finAli sAw hEr... nvm... dEn wE wEnt in n c0ntinUe co0kiN... dEn i stArtEd fRyiN... dEn i wAsh... co0k... wAsh... co0k... thEn my pArtnEr jUz wAlkEd ar0und n seE 0thEr ppl's fo0d... dEn aftEr i hAf fiNish co0kin... thEy all cUm n tRy... all sAe vEri nicE... hAhaz... s0 hAppi... dEn aNothEr gEr tAt wAs my pArtnEr sAe tAt bE my pArtnEr s0 gd... dEn i wAs likE... ok.... hAhaz... c0z they dUn co0k at hm... dEn i wAm t0 tAke hm fEr my m0m t0 tRy... dEn i fr0m 3 dEn lEft wif oNli 1 lEft... dEn tis mAbEl... kEep aSkiN fEr it... hAhaz... nvm.... i fElt a sEnsE of achiEvEmEnt... tAt is a vEri gd fEelin... t0dAe wAs qUitE a gd dAe... h0pE tml will bE bEtA... =)
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9:40:00 PM ]
hMmm... m0ndAe... sAme bAhz... bUddEn t0dAe gt a vicE- pRincipAl... cAllEd thE dUnn0 mdm wAt dE lAhz... dUnn0 fiErcE n0t lEhz... h0pe n0t bAhz... h0pE shE is n0t nAgy as wEll.... 1 ms k0k cAn liA0z... hAhaz... dEn mAths... dUnn0 wAt hAppEn... 4gt liA0z... mUsic pEri0d... ms f0ng plAy thE mAjUlAh siNgApUrA... dEn shE piCk ppl 0ut... dEn tAt gRp stArtEd t0 plAy... 1st gRp ok lAhz... dEn 2nd gRp... nv plAy 2gEthEr... plAy thE wr0ng notE... f0ll0w by thE thiRd gRp... it wAs vEri wEll plAyed... as thEy hAd tEamw0rk... plAyed 2gEthEr... thEy onli hAd 1 or 2 timEs plAyed thE wr0ng n0tE... dEn ge0... i nv d0 hw... s0 c0py aNs l0rz... dEn g0 hm rEvicE bAhz... dEn lit gt uNseEn pr0sE... h0pE will pAss l0rz... hAiz.... sCi.... hAiz... nv d0 hw...rEvisi0n givEn by ms gAy... CME... kUku kEpt on nAggiN... i jUz switCh 0ff lAhz... dEn t0k abt pr0jEct... po0r fAngz... hEr nEck still pAin... turN bluE blAck lE... s0 kE liAn... dEn pr0jEct wif hEr n i'm h0ldiN on wif thE instrUcti0n bk... s0 g0b blEss hEr... fEr spEedy rEcovEry... hAiz... still cAnn0t 4gt him... h0w... strEss...w0rk... tEst.... exAm.... bRo..... him... pr0jEct... mAths... sCi... lit.... h0mEw0rk.... i'm g0in t0 diE out of it lE.... dyiN 0ut of bReathE... fEel likE cryiN out...
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9:30:00 PM ]
fRi lE... lAst dAe of thE wEek... t0dAe wEnt 0ut eArliEr... dEn jiA piNg sAe s0 eArliEr tAt's a mirAclE... hMmm... dEn t0dAe nv wAit fEr j0evEnA.... hEhe... s0rri j0evEnA... rEach sch lE... dEn g0nE crAzy agAin... dunn0 y... dEn litErAturE... hahaz... mAde ms chiA c0nfUsEd abt my nAme... dEn shE sAe i'm lo0kEd vEri tiRed n dUn hAf enErgy likE tAt... hAiz... s0 siAnz... bUddEn t0dAe rEali eNj0y thE lEss0n... dEn eNg... tAt blo0dy blAck bitch kUku... dUnn0 hEr brAin's nErvE c0nnEct gt pr0b n0t... onE gr0up 2 lEadEr... dEn n0w tAt gr0up n0 lEadEr... dEn tAt gr0up gt 6... n0w my nEw gr0up gt 8... siAo liA0z... hEr nErvEc0nnEct wr0ngly lE bAhz... dEn d0 miNdmAp... aftErtAt is sci... sci onE w0rd t0 dEscribE... siAnz... mt mdm 0ng ask a l0t 0f ppl t0 cUm out n rEad tAt chAptEr... dEn thEy rEad til s0 funni.... hAhaz... dEn gEogRaphy... ok lAhz... thE onli tEachEr tAt all0w mi t0 wAlk ar0und... hAhaz.... dEn i juz wAlk hEre n thEre bUddEn it is whEn shE is n0t tEachin lAhz... dEn g0 hm... co0k mAggiE t0 eAt... evErydAe mEal... hAhaz... n0t hEaLthy bUddEn it is vEri fAng biAn... sAve timE n enErgy... dEn eAt hAlfwAy... m0m sh0utEd... hMmmm... c0z kitchEn cAught on firE... n0t rEali big dEal... c0z fire n0t tAt big.. c0z of th0sE nEwspApEr... dEn pAss fr0m onE t0 An0thEr... c0z i'm h0ldin t0 my fAcet0wEl... s0 i wEt it n tRiEd t0 XtiNgUish it... dEn hElp t0 clEar up thE mEss... dEn wAtch tv as i sEw my h0mE ec0 thiNgy... sis n m0m sAe it is nicE... buddEn dunn0 izit truE... hAhaz... gtg n rEvise lE bAhz...
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7:46:00 PM ]
thUr.... 0nE m0rE dAe t0 rEst... fiRst 2 pEri0d is kUku lEss0n... siAnz... sAme.... cUm iN sc0ld bEns0n... pick 0n ppl still sAe dun hAf... dEn t0k abt iN-t0uch...dEn still ask mi t0 bE thE iN-t0uch lEadEr... siAnz... pE dE shi h0u... mf hit hEr nEck... pAin til hEr tEars kEep cUmiN oUt... liM hAn liN tEach us h0w t0 plAy sc0ccEr.... dEn kE ke sAe "hUiqi, u kiCk til s0 nicE..." i wAs likE... hUh... hAhaz... nvm... sciEnce lEss0n fAngz g0 hm... c0z hEr nEck to0 pAin liA0z... dEn ms gAy t0k c0ck t0 us... i t0k bAck t0 hEr... hAhaz... nth hAppEn t0 mi... dEn f0lk dAncE vEri fUn... wE bAng on eAch 0thEr... nExt is mAths lEss0n... siAnz siAnz siAnz..... dUnn0 h0w t0 d0 l0rz... mt gt tEst t0dAe... dEn i tiNk i might fAil it to0 bAhz... hAhaz... dEn tAt's all lE bAhz... tml still hAf t0 find tAt eslEy t0 gif mi bAck my pic... hAhaz... hAf t0 d0 aRt to0... tml dUn hAnd it in... mdm 0ng will slAughtEr mi dE.... hAhaz....
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9:55:00 PM ]
wEd t0dAe...tirEd dAe...hAiz... ms k0k hAd aN sp0tchEck... chEck uni... dEn ask mi t0 tUg in... wAh liA0z... vEri nErd siAl...dEn bAd m0od lE... dunn0 y 0s0... hAhaz... dUrin mAths lEss0n.... c0py aNs... prAticiN mAths... eNglish tEst agAin... siAnz... mt... chAnge sit t0 sit wif eUnicE... likE thE plAce bEtA dEn b4...dEn aSsEmly... ppl plAy instrUcmEnt... dEn g0 le... dEn hAd 0rAl... dEn fiNd ppl t0 acc0pAny mi hm... c0z ppl pAn sEhz... fiNd my lAo p0... wEnt hm wif hEr 1st lAo p0 oso... dEn bEin bUlly... s0 kE liAn... dEn mAke mi sh0ut like bEin rApe likE tAt siAl... tiRed tiRed... g0 d0 art lE...
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8:36:00 PM ]
tUes.. wEnt t0 sch... hAd rEv-up t0dAe... dEn gEo... lEe hAn lin nv cUm n tEach pE... rEliEf tEachEr cum n to0k ovEr... dEn plAy cAptAin bAll... siAnz... hOme ec0 ms mAr lEt us d0 thE wb... hAiz... my tb l0st.... hAhaz... t0dAe g0 thr0ugh mAths onli... lUckily dUn nEed t0 hAnd in... d0 it t0nitE... hAf eL c0mp0 tEst ... hAf t0 rush fEr mAths n aRt pr0jEct lE...An0thEr tiRed dAe... dyiN 0f siAnzAti0n...
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7:45:00 PM ]
| m0ndAe wAs alwAes thE wOrst dAe of thE weEk fEr mi... i bUrn midnitE oil til 2am... wAhz... siAnz... i wAs lAte fEr thE meEtin wif frEnz... s0 s0rri... thEn b0Ard thE bUs... wAlk 1 big r0und t0 scho0L... dEn wAs quitE a l0tsA ppl liA0z... thEn ms k0k t0k abt thE russiA anD jAkArtA w0rld issUe...thEn shE sAe abt tErr0rist... shOw us thE slidE... dEn wE sAe hOW wE cAn bE ablE t0 c0ntribUte t0 prEvEnt tis fr0m hAppEnin... i tiNk is h0w ppl tiNk abt tis l0rz... i tink it sh0uld bE tAkEn sEri0usly... c0z it is n0t a plAyin issUe... okiEs as wAt i wAs sAein... ms k0k t0k abt thE tErr0rist attAck... dEn mUi n nAh wAs likE prAy tAt k0k cAn t0k l0ngEr...hAhaz.. c0z wE didn't d0 our mAths hw... dEn it hAppEn t0 bE thE 1st pEri0d... hAhaz... g0d blEss us... shE t0k til the 2nd pEri0d... wE hAd music... gEogRaphy... litErAturE... iN sciEncE lEssOn... gAy t0kin n0nsEnse... hAf tEst... CME... sAw s0mE0nE bRastRip... hAhaz...s0 dis... =p... dEn kUku t0kin n0nsEnse to0... ms k0k pAid fEr thEm t0 t0k n0nsEnse...? hAiz... dEn aftEr scho0L wEnt t0 gEk p0h... fAngz's hsE... c0py ws... dRaw linEs fEr pRojEct... dEm wEnt t0 bEd... hUggin thE 'mE t0 u' bEar... hAhaz... xiAn sAe i hUg til i dun lEt g0... hAhaz... s0ft soft dE... hAhaz... dEn wEnt 0nlinE... t0k t0 kiA yiNg... eunicE n mui mEt hEr... g0 jp... libRary... wAlk wAlk... dEn wEnt hm... hAiz... siAnz... tirEd... bud mui will still slAck on... hAhaz...
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9:34:00 PM ]
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thEn I w0kE up…aNd i sAw xinyA wAs still slEepin… then I sAw it wAs likE oNli 6.5oam... s0 i lie d0wn aNd tink of sth... thEn it wAs 7am finAli... thEn i dunn0 y... i stArtEd t0 c0ugh... then i w0ke m0st of thEn up... i tink i c0ugh to0 l0ud lE bAhz... thEn wE wEnt t0 bRush tEeth... wAsh fAce... r0ll my slEepin bAg... thEn wAlk hEre and thEre... thEn wEnt fEr bReackfAst... oMg... it wAs beE ho0n... it wAs s0 oily... i hAd fiRed chickEn wiNg l0rz... my g0d... to0 oily fer brEakfAst lE lAhz... thEn eAt finish... wE hAd t0 d0 squAd dUty... wE went up t0 hAf siNgsArAti0n and dEv0ti0n...nExt wE hAd dRill... wE pRaticE ours... thEn tEach thE sec 1... i aNd mAbel wEre quitE lUcky t0 gt s0me0ne hu did dRill quitE wEll... bUddEn n0t tAt gd eithEr...nvm... thEn wE plAy gAmes ... p0lish my bo0ts... thEn wE chAngE int0 our uni... wE hAd our dRill thEory tEst... thEn hAd our dRill prAticAl tEst... thE gErs stArted thEir stAge 1... oMg... wAt wE t0ld thEm wAt t0 d0 anD wAt n0t t0 d0... thEy hAd all 4g0ttEn... thEy all fAiled and hAd t0 hAf rEtEst... thEn our tUrn t0 bE tEsted... ms chEong ask us t0 tEll thE sEc 1 thEir mistAkes... thEy indEed hAd l0tsa mistakE... bUddEn thEy r still sEc 1 aftErall...thEn thE DI(dRill instructEr) t0ld thEm thEir mistAke... thEn wAt wE cAn d0 t0 impr0ve on the h0rmAt kAkanAn(or t0 bE spEll kEkenAn)... thEn wE wEnt bAck t0 our d0m... d0 our clEaniN... thEn ms chEong tEll us thE rEsult...hAhaz... i've pAss my dRill stAgE 2... yEah... hAhaz... miss chEong sAe shE wAn all of us hu pAss dRill stAge 2 to g0 thRu dRill stAgE 3... thEn shE will sEnd us fEr dRill instRuctEr c0usE... hOpE all of us will b wAt shE tink bAhz... whEn i wEnt hm... wAo liAoz... sAe tAt kUru... ask mi l0tsa questi0n.... luckily gt ms aNg wif hEr... or shE is g0in t0 nAg @ mi lE... on thE wAy hm... i ask thE auntiE abt minE aNd mf's hAir... i ask thE aUntiE hOw much it cOst if i rEbOrn my hAir... thEn it wAs likE quitE chEap fEr tis lEngth of my hAir... which cOst 1o0 bucks... bUddEn it is likE quitE ex fEr mi to0... s0 i tink i will hAf t0 sAvE sAvE and sAvE...hAiz... |
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6:30:00 PM ]
s0 tirEd siAl…siAnz... juz finish my dRill cAmp... hAiz... wE hAd cAmp frOm ytd (10 sEpt o4 -stArt @ 8pm) til tOdAe(11 sEpt o4 -5pm)... thE cAmp wAs quitE fUn bUddEn mOst of thE timE it wAs like siAnz......siAnz......siAnz..... I rEach sch @ 7 plus… bUddEn thE sch wAs like n0 0nE… bUt thE fact wAs thEre aRe quitE a fEw of thEm arOund already… s0 thEy r quiet… c0z wE r thE onli ccA grOup in thE sch… then wE fAll in… hAf inspEcti0n… then sp0t chEck… g0 bAck t0 ouR d0mEtRy… pUt ouR thing anD s0 on… thEn wE hAd nitE dRill… thEn wE lEarn nEw things… c0z n0 0nE wAs thEre excEpt fEr ms chEong… s0 shE is thE onli 1 t0 tEach us… b0th thE stage 1 aNd 2 ppl… s0 shE wAs like rUnnin here anD thEre… when shE teach thE sEc 1 thEir stAge 1… wE prAticEd ourselves… wE r hAvin fUn… bUddEn ouR sEc 1 bAtch wAs like suffErin… thEy hAd 4gt wAt wE tEach thEm… thEy blAme us tAt wE nv teach thEm… s0 wE wEre likE aNgry … bUddEn wAt cAn wE dO… thEy r oUr sEc 1 bAtch lOrz… s0 wE hElp thEm iNstEad of prAticE fEr our dRill stAgE tEst thE nExt dAe… bUddEn thE p0int is d0 thEy n0e h0w t0 chAngE l0rz… hAiz… tEach thE wh0le nitE…thEy still fAil… in thE mid of thE nitE… abt 3.15am til 3.20am… ms chEong w0kE us up… ask us t0 chAnge int0 ur bo0ts aNd skirt… g0 t0 thE quAdrAnglE… I wAs thE 7th t0 rEach… as I 4gt abt my nAmE tAg… as wE did n0t wAit fEr thE sEc 1... thEse is wAt shE tink bAhz... thE 7 of us gt sc0ldin b’c0z of tis… dAmn it… thEn d0 30 stAr jump…plus dUn 4gt tAt it wAs still in thE mid of thE nitE… aftEr tAt wE rAn baAk t0 cAtch s0mE slEep…
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